I am a creation of sai ,I am debtfull to HIM for his blessings which he keeps showering upon me all day and night .i can never payback Him for his love but atleast can devotee some hours of day to His service .one of such service is maintaing this blog and writing about His leelas.As such I am not very happy about my irregular postings but then have to play all other roles also of being a Mother ,a wife and above all a social creature .I am not afraid of anything bacause I feel that lack of faith in His powers makes you feel afraid .I have absolute unshakable and ultimate faith in my SAI which makes me a strong and determined person.
PRIYANKA RAUTELA.DHANKAR on Monday, September 22, 2008
My loving mother is a very spiritual lady, since my childhood I saw that my mother dose not have food without offering her prayers to God,she is a great devotee of Mata Santoshi .she is doing Santoshi Mata Vartas since past 20 years. That can be one of the reasons that all our good works start on Thusday (baba’s day ) and will successfully complete on Friday (matas day ) .I take it as the blessing of our mother's pooja.
But I was surprised when one day I told my mother about Saibaba, she was very negative about it, she told me that he is a Muslim saint so we don’t have to worship him. She was even against putting udi as she use to think that udi will do black magic effect on us .
I wrote the above story so that all of you get an idea about my mother’s thoughts about Baba 7 years ago. Today after 7 years my loving mother is writing bhajans on Sai Baba ,she reads about SaiBaba,she talks about Sai Baba……she is blessed by the divine darshans of SaiBaba in her dreams.
Friends my mother is now a fully dedicated devote of Shirdi Sai Baba.
Next year she is planning to go to Shirdi when she comes to India.
This is the second bhajan by my mother which I am posting in my blog.
I really liked this bhajan not because my mother has written this but because it’s very heart-touching...
For all sai children :
~~~~~~~~~~ ॐ साईं बाबा ~~~~~~~~~~~
ॐ साईं ॐ साईं पुकारा करेगे ,शिर्डी की गलियों में गुजरा करेगे ,जो वह रूठेगे हमसे ,साईं बाबा ,चरण पकड़ उन्हें हम मनाया करेगे उन्हें प्रेम डोरी से बाँध लेगे ,उन्हें अपने मन से ना जाने देगे ,फिर वह कहा भाग जाया करेगे वही तो हमारे संकट मिटाया करेगे ,ॐ साईं ॐ साईं पुकारा करेगे उनके पीले ही वस्त्र बनाया करेगे ,उनको पीला ही भोग लगाया करेगे उन्ही के संग अपना जीवन बिताया करेगे ,कही तो मिलेगे वह साईं बाबा ,उन्ही को अपने चित में बसाया करेगे ,ॐ साईं ॐ साईं पुकारा करेगे While I was typing this bhajan ,tears rolled out of my eyes ,because my heart could feel the love and devotion my mother has developed for our Sathguru Sai .I thank Baba for his blessings on my parents .Soon i will post more bhajans written by my mother on Saibaba.I would also request all readers that if you also write any bhajan or poem on Saibaba then please come forward and share with all the sai children ,you can mail me at firstname.lastname@example.org .May Sai bless all.Allaha Malik