I am a creation of sai ,I am debtfull to HIM for his blessings which he keeps showering upon me all day and night .i can never payback Him for his love but atleast can devotee some hours of day to His service .one of such service is maintaing this blog and writing about His leelas.As such I am not very happy about my irregular postings but then have to play all other roles also of being a Mother ,a wife and above all a social creature .I am not afraid of anything bacause I feel that lack of faith in His powers makes you feel afraid .I have absolute unshakable and ultimate faith in my SAI which makes me a strong and determined person.
PRIYANKA RAUTELA.DHANKAR on Saturday, October 11, 2008
All of us have the urge for Sai darshan,we go to Shirdi ,we go to temples ,we do different type of pooja’s and try our level best to get the blessings of our sathguru Sainath
Somewhere deep inside our heart’s we want to fullfil our urge of divine darshan's.
But none of us know that Baba do visit our house often sometimes in the form of beggar, fakir, dog or bird , but being humans may be we are not able to recognize Baba , but then why we blame our Saima for our sufferings.
I have noticed people saying that Baba doesn’t give me darshan or he is not answering my prayers, is Baba angry with me?
There is no end to such complaints but we forget to do self –assessments. With the same topic in my mind I like to share a devotee’s experience.
This is a very heart touching real story of a mother
In august my cousin came from Delhi, next day he wanted to visit his friend, his friend was in the same city where we live.
He requested me to accompany him to his friend’s house, I was not that keen but I somehow could not deny his sincere request. When we entered there house, I felt as if there is lots of negative energy, I was rather very uncomfortable because of the negative waves. After 5 minutes his mother came out , a very old lady widow lady in her late 70’s.
As there was nothing for me to talk to them because this was my first meeting with them.
Suddenly aunty asked me my daughter’s name I said ‘saina’, before she could asked me the meaning of saina I said I am a sai devotee and this name starts with SAI ,that’s why I kept this name, I also told her that how my daughter survived because of Baba (I will soon share how my daughter survived with all of you ) Talks were on but my heart was Forcing me to walk out of there house, as I was feeling as if someone is choking my throat, so much of suffocation. Still I was sitting quietly and was listening to the conversation between my cousin and his friend but I noticed that aunty was staring at me only that made me little conscious, I started looking here and there in there house suddenly my eyes were struck on there fridge because there was a sai sticker on that, I felt good and asked my cousins friend if they are sai devotees. Hearing my question aunty started telling me as how unlucky they are because once Baba came to there house but they failed to recognize him and because of that they are suffering a lot.
Hearing this I was impatient to know the whole story as how it happened?
I requested aunty to explain this incident in elaborate form
Aunty told me that six months ago a fakir came to there house at around 1.00 pm and asked for some food, fakir told aunty that he did not had food from past 3-4 days, but aunty dint bothered about his request and told him to leave immediately in spite of that fakir kept standing and asking for food, but after a while he left.
Aunty noticed that fakir dint go to any other house for bagging. Since that day they started facing problems almost daily, day’s converted into weeks and weeks into months again one fine day a old fakir came to their house and told aunty that last month (he also mentioned the right date and time) Sai baba came to your house he came to take away your pains but you are very unlucky that you couldn't recognize Baba, before aunty could ask any further questions to him he vanished. Aunty was almost broken , With no other alternative she started praying to Baba for forgiveness and requested him to come back.
While telling this story she started crying loud like a child, I tried to console her but nothing worked, lastly I gave a UDI packet to her son and advised him to feed hungry.
I also assured aunty that Sai will be back soon, just have faith and Patience's, but I was fail to control her tears. As her son was aware of my blog he requested me to publish this so that no one else ever say’s bad words to any fakir who is in need of food.
He also told me that her old mother still sits outside the house and waits for that fakir to come back Dear readers they are in need of prayers so pray for them as they are facing lots of health and financial problem
Lets make it a point that we will never say bad words to any beggar ,if you are not in favor of giving then please try to be quite rather then abusing or scolding them .
I pray to Baba for there happiness and good health.
If you want to send your wishes to them then please send me in my mail email@example.com you can also share your experiences with all of us.
May sai bless all.