I am a creation of sai ,I am debtfull to HIM for his blessings which he keeps showering upon me all day and night .i can never payback Him for his love but atleast can devotee some hours of day to His service .one of such service is maintaing this blog and writing about His leelas.As such I am not very happy about my irregular postings but then have to play all other roles also of being a Mother ,a wife and above all a social creature .I am not afraid of anything bacause I feel that lack of faith in His powers makes you feel afraid .I have absolute unshakable and ultimate faith in my SAI which makes me a strong and determined person.
PRIYANKA RAUTELA.DHANKAR on Thursday, October 23, 2008
Happy Thursday to all Sai devotees, today was a very special day of my life because today Baba blessed me and it happened to be my birthday on Baba’s day .
This time I dint wanted to celebrate my birthday with my friends, from deep inside I wanted this birthday to be celebrated with my Saima
Me and my husband planned last night that today we will go to Sai mandir and we will feed our hungry friends .
we also bought some warm shawls which we wanted to distribute today ,so with this plan I got ready in the morning and was offering my prayers to Baba
I gave bath to Baba’s statue, did chandan shrinagar ,followed by arti.
My arti was almost over.
I did Baba’s jaikar with “Sachidanad Sathguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai "(सचिदानंद सतगुरु साईं नाथ महाराज की जय )
The moment I finished Baba’s jaikar, someone came inside my house and said “Mam your Baba has come to your house“
I asked who is this?
He said mam this is Ashu(he is my husbands couligue in the office )
Before I could ask any further he came upstairs and stood by me where I was doing Baba’s pooja He wished me and said take this Mam your Baba came from Sai temple to your house and today is Thursday also.
I thought that he is joking because I could never expect a gift like this from him.
As he is very young in age and he dint knew that I am a Sai devotee
I thought that he must have got some show piece for me but
When I opened the rapper I was so happy because there was a beautiful Sai statue covered in a green color poskah with a nice garland and crown.
the moment I saw that my eyes started showering tears on the statue ,I felt as if my tears are welcoming Baba to my house ..My whole body was chilled like ice.
Attaching the photo of Sai Statue which Ashu got for me :
While I was looking at the expressions of Sai statue and I noticed that the new statue of Baba is slightly chipped from the toes।
I thought to change it with a new one
As we were going to Sai mandir only so I took this statue with me and asked the shopkeeper to change it because it’s chipped.
The shopkeeper knows me very well so he said immediately oh yes! This statue one boy just took half and hour before he said that he wants to gift somebody.
I replied yes he gifted me bahiya because today is my birthday.
Shopkeeper bahiya wished me and told me to wait for 5 minutes.
He came back with a big statue in his hands.
I was like oh this is too big I don’t want this big because I already have a big statue at home.
But he said that you have to take this one only because this statute is very special and believe me sister Baba is alive in this statue .
He told me that some 2 months back someone organized a very big sai satsang at there house, they called some 500 devotees in this satsang.
So they bought this big Sai statue
But just after the satsang was over they came to my shop and retuned this statue and in retune took one big photo of Baba.
As they said that this Sai statue is very big and they won’t be able to take care of it.
In addition to this he said sister I have a feeling from inside that you should take this statue with you and this will be a gift from my side
I asked him why you want to gift me such an expensive Sai statue, he said that you don’t ask this because this is Baba’s order
I felt so blessed without saying anything I took that big Sai statue and came back home.
.Still my mind was not at piece I was feeling as if there is something else also which Baba wants me indicate..On my birthday
Here attaching the photos of Big Sai Statue which Shopkeeper bahiya gifted me in retune of आशु's statue:
In the evening when I was having my evening coffee I started recalling that shop keepers words about this statue ,suddenly I realized that Baba is also trying to indicate that I have to start the Sai Satsang group soon in Dehradun ।
Let me explain in detail.
Few days back I got a mail from Raju sir who suggested me to start a Sai satsang group in my city like they have in there city Andhra Pradesh.
I liked the idea but I thought that I will start this group only once I will be back from shirdi but Baba’s leela’s are so amazing and this is what happened with me.
Today Baba tried indicate me that I have to start Sai stasang group soon as this big statue of Baba came back from a house where a big Sai satsang took place to my house .
So it’s a pure indication that Baba wants me to take the responsibility of Dehradun Sai satsang group.
After I attached this last tread with my today’s leela I found my mind got ultimate peace.
After the evening arti I promised to Baba that I will do full justice to my work, guided by him, and will spread the light worldwide of Baba through our Sai Satsang group
I never had such a wonderful blessed birthday, I am so happy that Baba blessed me with his own beautiful Statue. Infact i am still not able to belive that Sai blessed me so much today .
Sai please keep your blessings on all the Sai children
I would also like to thank all of you for sending me your valuable wishes and blessings
Soon I will publish the details of the Sai satsang group which is started by Mrs.Meenakshi who is a hindi teacher in Andra predash
My special thanks to Tyagaraju ji who asked me to start this Sai satsang group in Dehradun .
I will soon be back with all the information on this wonderful Sai Satsang Group where devotees had seen Baba sitting in Satsang ...........to be continued