Today I had a hair rasing experience with Baba .Dear readers in the evening me and my daughter Saina was doing pooja ,actually I make my daughter perform the evening pooja daily as I feel that spiritual principles need to be inculcated in every child in the home from young age as it will strengthen him and instill greater confidence.Before going further let me tell you all that the photo pasted above had been made by Saina last year in march ,there is a wonderful Sai leela behind this photo which I shall share in days to come .
This post is rotating around my daughter's experience with Baba so I would like to tell you that she is just 7 years and since past 3years she sings Baba's aarti in Marathi. One has to be in my house to believe this as how this little girl performs Sai pooja .In fact in Shirdi also one lady picked up my daughter in the middle of aarti and asked us if she can put my daughter in the front row in V.V.I.P area ,later when the Aarti was over that lady told us that I have never seen such a small child singing Baba's Aarti in Marathi and that also with so much of enthusiasm thats why I made her stand right near Baba's smadhi .I am sure all my readers know as how Dr.Sai saved Saina but in case you are not among them then you can read that story HERE .
So coming back to today's incident while me and Saina was doing Sai pooja in the evening ,I realised that Saina was getting very emotional while singing Baba's Aarti but I never bothered because she loves Baba and do get emotional at times ,but it was very different today she started crying very loudly as soon as we finished with pooja .I asked her what happened Saina?She said mumma I want to meet Baba ,why he never comes and talk to me in reality ,he only keep visiting me in my dreams and tell me that I will come ,I will come .You always say that I am Baba's daughter and because of Him I am alive today then why I cant see Him .
I also started crying because I felt helpless at that moment ,Saina was crying badly and wanted to meet Baba at any cost.I was dumbfounded with her this act and was thinking as what should I tell this small little innocent child as why Baba cannot come in front of her in human body .This absence of Baba was debilitating my daughter from inside.
Saina was crying and praying to Baba for showing His presence suddenly she felt as if a calm wind wrapped around her body ,she felt as if Baba stood quietly holding her tight against His chest.She started shouting Mummy see Baba is hugging me I can feel Him ,he is standing here .Saina felt His touch for almost 5-6 minutes,even though she didn't understood all that happened but she could feel that touch it felt like be held by her father.She was feeling very safe in Baba's invisible arms.
Now she was convinced that someday we are going to see Baba face to face and I had to believe all this because how can small child of 7 years can have such a powerful imagery otherwise.I feel that its a Powerful example of devotion and the relationship .I can only say that Baba yearns for us to experience with Him. I as a mother was loving every word which was coming out of my little daughters mouth .
I bow to Sai as he guides us in the straight path of truth and good conduct,Baba always fulfils the prayers of His devotees completely just like the divine tree called kalpavrisksha and the holy cow called kamadenu.Today my daughters faith in deva has increased manifolds for which I am thankful to Baba .
Oh I just realised(its 1.37am) that Wednesday is gone and we have already entered Baba's day ,so Happy Thursday to all of you and I am feeling blessed that by Baba's grace and wish I am publishing this wonderful experience on this auspicious day ,I would also like to wish all the readers Happy Lodi and Happy Pongal .
"Anant Koti Brahmand Nayak Raja Dhi Raj Yogi Raj, Para Brahma Shri Sachidanand Satguru Sri Sai Nath Maharaj Ki Jai"