Have you ever thought that what exactly we want from Sai ? May be not all but most of the Sai devotees wants to achieve the bliss,its extremely difficult to attain bliss but once you achieve it its rather more difficult to lose it .Those who believe in Baba and have unshakable faith in Him achieve bliss easily and then they build a strong union with Sai,but I know that its easy to say but difficult to do because there are millions of things to distract you apart from your Sai ,each one of us has many unexplainable ,incomprehensible ways of not attaining bliss.
Now the question in your heart is how we can attain bliss in our life ? Those who achieve bliss are not super humans they are also ordinary human beings like you and me but there goals are different from that of ours .Think deeply for two minutes and ask yourself what is you goal in life ? I am sure you will get the answer from your heart ,but still its not late to think seriously about changing our goals .
All relationships in the world go awry .We make relationships and we break them .All relationships can get broken,fixed and broken again,there is craving and aversion ,so this is this world but if you want to attain bliss then please make your strong relationship with Sai as He is a presence and presence is unlimited where as all other worldly relations has limitations and once you make this strong relationship with Baba you will see feel the sense of security , sense of fullness and joy,your mind will become very cool and pleasant and then nothing in this world will be able to distract or disturb you or can take the fullness away from you .
Now I am attaching preeti sisters beautiful mail in which she has accepted that there is something missing in her bhav for Baba and may be thats the reason that she could not see Sai in her dreams or otherwise but on the other hand Preeti is very positive about bringing changes in her ways so that she can make more strong bond with Sai .This is first ever mail I have received where the devotee has blamed herself rather then Sai otherwise generally we all blame Baba and never look inside ourselves .Thanks Preeti for this wonderful mail and extremely touching video . Allaha Malik
Sairam Sister Sai Priya,
Om Sai Ram,
I really love all you posts and am also very thankful to you for doing such wonderful service and quenching the thirst of so many Sai childrens like me. Once on one Thursday while surfing I just happen to come on your blog and my joy knew no bounds while I read all the beautiful experiences of all Sai Devotees. With Sai's blessing i'm writing this mail to you
I long for such wonderful experience from my Sai, but I guess I have still not been able to achieve that kind space in the heart of my Sai and hence He has not blessed me by giving His darshan in living form or in my dreams where I can have a one on one conversation with him.
May be I still lack in myself that kind of purity, faith and patience. But I am sure one day with Baba's grace I will definitely achieve it and have the Darshan that I desire. So until I become that deserving, let me enjoy the experiences that I deserve. (As said in the Aarti - Jayamani Jaisa Bhav, Tyaya Tesa Anubhav) so may be I still lack that bhav in me. I would request you to Please pray to Baba for me that he should bless me so that I can become egoless and have immense Shraddha and Saburi as without his kind grace one cannot achieve these and then I can have the darshan as I desire.
Now coming to my experience I would like to tell you that today my Sai blessed me by giving me darshan in the form of this wonderful video that I have attached in my mail. (I hope you are able to see it). It's a wonderful leela of my Sai that today being the last Thursday of my Nav Guruvar Vrat Puja my Sai appeared to me in the form of this video post that was uploaded by a friend of mine in my facebook wall post. Sai has always given me darshan everytime I thought of him and asked him to appear in front of me. Seeing this video one will feel that you are sitting in Shirdi right in front of Baba, such clarity of each and every part of Sai makes you feel that you are so close to him, you can touch and feel His Lotus Feet and every part of Him.
I am very thankful to Him for being with me alwayz and showering His love on me all the time.
I shall write to you again when I experience some more wonderful leelas of My Sai. Till then let us bow to Sai and pray to him to be with us and bless us all. Om Sai Ram!!!
O' Sai My Satguru, ever be this kind on me and keep me close to your Lotus Feet, let me not wander anywhere leaving your Lotus Feet and always keep showering your endless love on your children (including me), don't ever leave me, like a father and mother always holds the hand of their child, so you hold my hand, I might leave your hand, but you never leave mine.
!!!! Love You alot Sainath!!!!!
Om Shri Sachidanaand Satguru Shri Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai!!!
Bow to Shri Sai Peace Be to All!!!
Love You Sai Maa!!!!
To see this Video kindly follow this link HERE