Sairam to all my dear readers ,
I know you all must be thinking that what happened to Priyanka and why she is not posting new Sai leela's frequently ..So let me put a full stop on your thoughts .Dear readers last two months proved very hectic for me .We bought a new house called "Sai Sharan " than went to Shirdi followed by pune and then Mumbai ,while coming back from our journey I ate pizza which was not fresh and hence made me sick for 15 - 20 days after that my daughters annual exams started and now my parents have come to stay with us from America after two years ...so I am really excited and want to make each day memorable with them .
But don't you think that I have forgotten my promise that I will publish about our blessed Shirdi trip experience but all I need is little time to finish my post.Infact there are so many other incidents which took place in these two months which I want to share as soon as possible .I pray to Sai to give me strength and time for completing His leelas soon .
Before going further I would like to share our new house name plate photo with you all .One more interesting thing about this house is that its house number is 108 ,which if you add comes to
1+ 0 + 8 = 9 and we all know that 9 is Baba's number .See the picture below :-
|OUR HOUSE - SAI SHARAN|
Now coming back on today's Sai leela which is shared by Sai ki beti ,I am calling her by this name because this is wished by the devotee and she do not want her identity to be disclosed because of some personal problems .I know her since many months and she had been in touch with me through phone and mails when she was facing the worst time of her life but since many days I did not receive any calls from her infact even I was wondering as to what has happened to her married life ...but she always remained in my prayers..
Two days back when I received her this mail I was literally crying out of happiness ,thanking Baba for His blessings which He has showered on her .I am very sure that after reading this true Sai leela you will also feel the powers of Baba if you worship Him with your pure heart without any tantrums .
Sister I am so deeply happy for you ,may this happiness continues forever and ever .
Hello .I hope you remember me I was the same girl who use to call you when I was depressed and utterly in
miserable state and you gave me strength thank you very much these are just not words I really mean it .If
you were in front of me or I would have been in India I would have ran to you to say thank you as in those
times you acted as an elder sister who saved my marriage and showed me how to trust Baba.
Priyanka I want you to share my experience with your readers because reading one such experience
I got to know you and I got hope to live positively .please do not share my name or email id with your
readers I would like to be addressed as “sai ki beti” because in realty 4 yrs of my life I didn’t see or talk
to my parents and he was my father and most of the times like my mother who took care of me wiped
my tears. It is rightly said in aarti “aap maje aai aap maje Baba “
My experience goes like this I am just writing what I am feeling you may edit if you think it is required
I am girl from small town of Maharashtra from a middle class family growing up my parents gave
importance to studies and household work which a girl should know so that you don’t face problem
anywhere you go in the world .
I got married and came to USA from where my struggles started my husband who is in USA from last
15 yrs he migrated in a very young age so his beliefs have become very strong about certain things in
life. He had a much disciplined upbringing and was beaten for small things in life so he thought that was
the right way to deal with people .In his families till date women do not have any respect and daughter
in law are treated very bad they still follow the traditional way of living.
After marriage I stayed with my in-laws for about a 1 year and and that is where all problems
started .My mother in law gave him a different picture about me as to I am slow can’t work fast ,I am
lazy and many more things .With this background I came to USA things were better for 1 week then we
started having fights on various issues he started calling my parents in India and complaining them that
I am lazy , very slow , etc I am not performing for this they only answered him that give her some time
but things went from bad to worse he fought with my parents and abused them .
When his parents were told they also took side of my husband and said I was wrong I knew that I cannot trust them for anything and I stop communicating or telling them.
Mean while recession hit and my husband lost his job and he sat in the house for a 1 year without job and use
to complain and fight with me for various things and small issues .He use to not even think that I have
come from work and need rest .Things went so bad that he fought with my parents one day and said
many things about me and due to the fight he told I have to select my parents or him or he shall divorce
me that was the day I was shattered and didn’t know what to do I tried to convince him but he would
not agree .
I carried on my life without any meaning and one day was just sitting and crying and complaining to god
when I came across your website and read all experiences and called you and that is how I came to know
about Baba. I started praying to him things started improving my relationship with my husband started
becoming better .He found a job after I did Guruvar Vrat .In the mean time we were looking for house in
our budget and you won’t believe I got a car and house in country like U.S.A when my husband didn’t have a
job for more than one year I don’t know how we managed without loan .We only put our savings.
He was happy with my performance and things were better but he would not let me talk to my
parents every week he use to talk to his parents tears would roll out and I use to look at Baba .Every
occasion where I felt my parents should have been I use to prepare food and offer it to Baba .He is not
very religious and would not let me spend more time in praying but I wanted to do Sai Satcharitra
paryan and I started it but one fine day he got very angry and ask me stop it you won’t believe Priyanka
I went in bathroom and read and prayed Baba to accept it and that is where I believe it is true “He just
believes in true devotion “ .I have not offered him flowers ,dhoop agarbatti infact I read Sai Satcharitra in
a dirty place like bathroom.
My sister was getting married and I wanted to go but he wouldn’t let me go .my parents called and he
again misbehaved. I was crying and asking Baba to help and called and wrote to you to and you asked me
to leave it on Baba completely. I had lack of both Shraddha and Saburi because I thought what didn’t
happen for years how shall it happen now .I just told Baba that I shall visit Shirdi if u make things right and
miracle did happen his parents called and told him to send me else the extended family will question
them initially he did not agree but later I don’t know what happen he spoke to my parents and let me go
for the wedding.
I can’t tell you how I felt after seeing my parents on the airport after 4 yrs .I can only tell one thing that
what He has promised to His devotees that is bones shall speak after He goes is very true I have felt
His presence in my life .I just asked that I should attend my sister’s wedding but he made my husband
attend the wedding and also he behaved very nice with everyone.
I went to thank him to Shirdi and I had told him that if I wear new clothes in wedding I shall get new
clothes for him to and left the colour of the dress on Baba to select to my surprise the shopkeeper gave
green dress the same colour saree that I wore for my sister’s wedding .
Priyanka I had just tears in my eyes thanking him for that wonderful time He had given me after
4 years of wait when the Maharaj was getting him ready for madhyan aarti I felt as if he is smiling and
welcoming me and saying that he was waiting for my arrival .
I had carried many prayers with me of fellow devotees and to my surprise they were accepted and in return I was given shawl and Prasad of halwa that was given to baba to eat.
I can only say that I have become very positive and feel He is listening to me .My married life has
become better if not best but I trust him He shall give me good days.
I am too small to advice any devotee but sharing my experience I can say that just believe Him blindly .we
shall leave Him but he shall never leave us .He truly acts like parents to his devotees he made sure that I
had a job in recession times that to in good company when I didn’t have good experience and also there
has never been lack of money in those tough times.